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peace out [May. 29th, 2004|11:46 pm]
[mood | irritated]
[music |eamon]

im done with this journal like all the other cool people around. maybe ill get a new one, who fucking knows
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time for a move.... [Sep. 24th, 2003|06:15 pm]
Im so happy today. I cant even put it into words. Ill start at the beginig and make it as short as possible becuase dinner is about to be ready.
so everyday i hang out with my friend lindsay and judith. they live in a house in ferndale and had a landlord that lived downstairs steve. we love stever hes the best. anyway his brother mitchell came into town on friday and told us steve fell down the stairs and broke his nose and jaw and he will be in the hospital for a few months. we are really sad about it. but then he asked if we all wanted to live there. he gave us a great deal. so now we have this huge house all to ourselves. we have named it the brothel. hah. i will be fully moved in by the 5th. i will give you my number if you want it as soon as i get it.

im hungry, ill add more another day.

be happy for me!
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more on my earlier entry [Sep. 19th, 2003|08:20 pm]
my dog has to go back to the vet on tuesday. and if the cancer has spread anywhere he has about a month to live. if not he has about a year. this really pisses me off because a few months ago i took him to the vet and told them he was loosing alot of weight and was really skinny. they said nothing was wrong. now this. this is a fucking bunch of bullshit. im pretty much out of my mind right now.

to michelle and lyss - thanks for the love. we need to hang out.
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im pretty sure my day cant get any worse. [Sep. 19th, 2003|09:00 am]
[mood | sad]
[music |bla]

So i get up and go to leave for work and my car wont start. lovely huh. so i have to call them and now some fucking joke is coming to get me cause they need me so bad. im so pissed. but i was really tired last night and didnt want to stop to get gas on my way home.
In other news, when i got home around 2 i guess i was loud cause my mom got up. Now that i think about it she was probably waiting for me to get home cause i havent seen them since sunday. My dad took the dog to the vet on tuesday because of his weight loss and they called yesterday and he has CANCER. i lost it.
i should get off the computer now cause im sure whoever is coming to get me will get lost.

please tell me my day will get better. cause it really sucks right now. i hate being sad.
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bla [Sep. 15th, 2003|10:21 am]
[mood | happy]
[music |beck]

I should really be at work right now. but i know its less than busy. I need to get dressed and go pay my car insurance. Then i need to clean my room a bit.
Hopefully Lindsay didnt go to work as we planned cause i need to go over there and she better be home. We decided last night we need to talk business. Most of my morning has been spent on research about small businesses. Its been interesting reading, sort of. Today we are going to work on our fliers. Steve better be home.
I talked to lisah over the weekend which is good cause we havent talked since ive seen her last. I am suppose to go to kzoo next weekend. but i dont know if that will work. I think boo and lindsay are having a party. and i find it hard for myself to hang out anywhere else. they are just too fun. and it would be weird not to see them for a few days at best. especially spencer. all i can say is damn his game. cause ive certainly fallen for it.
i miss elyssa. YOU NEED TO CALL ME.
kthx
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(no subject) [Sep. 4th, 2003|10:09 pm]
[mood | pleased]
[music |i do love me my new jack johnson cd.]

I thought i would take a moment and update this since i havent in awhile and maybe someone is wondering what i am up too.
Ive been working alot. And hanging out with the boos. Lisah was home on sunday so i saw her for about an hour or so. I really havent been home much. i tend to go over to lindseys after work.
last night i was making dinner and some sauce splashed on my arm and now i have a big burn. it looks icky so i put a bandaid on it. i will never make spagetti again. then today i cut my arm at this ladies house. and then at the next guys house i slipped and cut my hand open with my fingernail. yea im special. everything aches right now. i took a hot bath earlier but it didnt help.
Roger is coming home in a week. im excited. Hes gunna get me a memory card for my playstation. and we are gunna rent Dutch. Some family friends will be here from Pittsburgh so that will be a crazy weekend. i think troy daze is next weekend too. I want to go this year. so i will. that would be funny to actually watch the parade...
anyway, i need to go to sleep asap. this morning i woke up two hours late from a phone call from my bosses. i had to haul ass in and i dont want to be late again. my friend from work and i are starting our own business. we are super excited and plan on being filthy rich in a year or so.

things are good in tara land.
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in case you care. i am TIRED. [Aug. 25th, 2003|08:28 pm]
[mood | tired]

man i am so tired. i think im going to bed shortly. I got a ten dollar tip at work today. that was nice. and it was cash which is even better. cause when they tip us in their check we dont get it till we get paid.
I made dinner tonight which made my mom happy. then i went and cleaned my car out. its all nice now. and i found the cd i borrowed from joe months ago. i had been wondering where it was. he hasnt asked me about it so oh well. Yesterday i got my oil changed and my tired rotated. i need 2 new tires. that will have to wait a few weeks until i pay my car insurance.
there is a bonfire on saturday. i cant wait. i love them. went to a party at melissas the other night. got drunk off of two drinks. i dont know how that happened. and played pool with laura and chris. it was a good time. i cant get ahold of lisah and its pissing me off. anyway.
elyssa i will try to be well rested so we can hang out on wednesday. will grace be there? she better be.
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alone. [Aug. 19th, 2003|02:45 pm]
So Amit was home for about a week and left yesterday. It was really good to see her but strange at the same time. Im bummed to find that grad school has made Don lame. I wonder when hes coming home cause id like to see him. Lisah left about 2 hours ago to head out to kzoo. and i am bored. and sad. cause no one is here anymore. i guess i will start hanging out with joe and nicole more. I need to move out of this house so badly. im tired and my throat hurts so im drinking some coffee.

call me please and thank you.
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(no subject) [Aug. 8th, 2003|06:57 pm]
[mood | annoyed]

I havent updated in awhile so i figured id go ahead and do that.
Currently i am pissed because i just got home from work to find some big fucking furniture semi blocking my entire driveway. So i cant wash dads car yet like i had planned too. im about to go yell at those guys. My mom went and took care of my insurance and tabs for me so i have my car back!
Ive been doing nothing much but working a whole lot. every day but sundays. and i hang out with lisah. i saw tara last night and that made me happy. we had mad libs time.
and ive seen a certain someone a few times... yay.


i miss elyssa

that is all for now.
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whoop!!!! [Jul. 29th, 2003|07:47 am]
[mood | happy]
[music |none]

So i guess i really wasted my time yesterday. by getting up early and going to that thing to try and help me get a job. I get home around 1230. I was one of the first few out of there. I guess its been less time since ive filled in scan trons then anyone else. So i get home and decide to get some things done.
I try to get ahold of Melissa. It doesnt work. so i leave her a voicemail. she calls me back later but it doesnt work out, whatever.
I call beaumont to make a appointment. Now everyone can calm themselves. I have a appointment thursday morning with a surgeon. Dont freak out, it just makes more sense to go straight there then to go to a doc who will tell me to go there. plus the girly doc is booking 6 weeks in advance. i could be dead by then. ok that was a joke. haha. laugh i say. so now i just have to wait for the financial lady to call me back so i can have the money thing taken care of because not having insurance sucks ass.
Also I HAVE A JOB!!!!! and i start at 830 so i need to get in the shower and go. luckily i can wear whatever i want to.
have a good day
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the weekend [Jul. 27th, 2003|11:46 am]
[mood | mellow]
[music |none]

The weekend has been really good. Much better than any i can remember for a long time. Saturday i was up slightly early. Called about the job. They told me to call back monday. I better have a damn job is all ive got to say. Drank some coffee with my dad on the deck and talked about all the things he wants to do after August 30. Monday he tells the bosses that he is retiring. yea him and about 6 others. They tell me they are going to the book stores. so i get eady to go with. i get a book that looked pretty good and this old house magazine. Then basically sat around with my parents the rest of the day talking. NO fights. Its been nice around here lately. Which is strange cause i have no job and that usually makes things hard. I finally watched Shipping News. Ive only owned that movie since right after lisah left for france, when i was spending alot of time in kzoo. video hits rules. anyway i liked the movie. i stayed up late last night. it was hot in my room and my mom refuses to use to AC because it is nowhere near as hot here as it was on vacation or something like that.
My dog woke me up at 10. and barked at me till i got out of bed. then my parents got home. i drank some coffee and watched meet the press. i love that show. my mom informed me that when 12oclock mass is over she is taking me back to the church so i can touch some thing and it may fix my need to see a doctor issues. sounds kind of crazy to me, but i will do it to make her happy.
i want to go see a movie today.

dammit elyssa ann i miss you. call me or something.
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since its been awhile [Jul. 25th, 2003|08:41 pm]
[mood | pleased]
[music |attic fan]

i find out tomorrow if i have a job. that would be fantastic if i do cause i need money and things dammit. and im fucking bored. so yea. in other news lisah and i are hanging out with j.o.e. and dane cook is on comedy central twice tonight. i dont think things get much better than that. well, i guess you never know. oh i know how it could be better...
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in case u care. i cant sleep [Jul. 14th, 2003|09:20 am]
[mood | awake]
[music |provided by elyssa duncan.]

So i couldnt sleep tonight. last night, whatever. I dont know why. Im not really tired. I layed down to sleep but it just didnt happen. So i watched the Style network for a few hours. And this is what ive decided...
There is this chick Lauren that hosts a show maybe. And she was at the fashion shows. Right. She annoys the hell out of me for several reasons. 1 - she is about the worst interviewer ive ever seen. she asks the most lame questions. when she was talking to Tyra Banks at the Baby Phat show, she says *so you modeled in this show for years. Yea Tyra never modeled at a Baby Phat show. Way to know your info Lauren. 2 - she has the most annoying lisp or speech impediment, it drives me crazy and her accent is equally annoying. 3 - she has this grey or white streak in her hair. I dont know why the style network gave her a job.
moving right along. Heatherette, those boys are so cute. Their clothes are cool, gwen stefani likes them too. One of the guys richie rich, was an ice skater he trained with kristie yamaguchi. how cool is that. he was also in the ice capades. hehe. and the other one whose name i cant remember was basically a cowboy. apparently he was in horse shows and rodeos. their show was good.
My favorite was Cortazar. The designer is this 18 year old boy named Esteban(way cool name) who is still in high school. yea thats right. high school. Naomi Campbell was in his show. way to go Esteban. The one thing that annoyed the heck out of me was this guy sitting in the front row. he made these faces like he was growling. and kept moving around. After awhile i started to wonder if he perhaps has tourettes. at times he would be staring at the models and it seemed as if he was about to jump up and attack them. eek. my advice is dont invite him ever again. or keep the camera off him.kthx
the male models at the sean john show were super hot.
After all these shows was just a recap of the week itself. and they showed a bunch of designers shows. and they do this pop up video type of thing. except with out the pop up video noise. The Hilton chicks were at most of the shows. they kept talking to them and what not. i also learned that helena christenson turns into a hella bitch if she doesnt get to wear the dress she wants.

now you know what i learned during my sleepless night. i hope u enjoy. everyone needs to watch the style network its my new addiction. along with court tv, i just cant get enough.
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google rules....this is what you get if you type weapons of mass destruction & hit im feeling lucky [Jul. 11th, 2003|12:22 am]
[mood | amused]

These Weapons of Mass Destruction cannot be displayed
The weapons you are looking for are currently unavailable. The country might be experiencing technical difficulties, or you may need to adjust your weapons inspectors mandate.

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Please try the following:

Click the Regime change button, or try again later.

If you are George Bush and typed the country's name in the address bar, make sure that it is spelled correctly. (IRAQ).

To check your weapons inspector settings, click the UN menu, and then click Weapons Inspector Options. On the Security Council tab, click Consensus. The settings should match those provided by your government or NATO.
If the Security Council has enabled it, The United States of America can examine your country and automatically discover Weapons of Mass Destruction.
If you would like to use the CIA to try and discover them,
click Detect weapons
Some countries require 128 thousand troops to liberate them. Click the Panic menu and then click About US foreign policy to determine what regime they will install.
If you are an Old European Country trying to protect your interests, make sure your options are left wide open as long as possible. Click the Tools menu, and then click on League of Nations. On the Advanced tab, scroll to the Head in the Sand section and check settings for your exports to Iraq.
Click the Bomb button if you are Donald Rumsfeld.



Cannot find weapons or CIA Error
Iraqi Explorer
Find more on Weapons of Mass Destruction.
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(no subject) [Jul. 10th, 2003|10:42 am]
[mood | contemplative]
[music |lizzie mcguire - why not]

There are so many things i want to accomplish is the next few months or so. I need to start writing it all down so i dont forget. I really more then anything want to get back into school. So i stop wasting more of my time and intelligence as Big Rodney kept putting it. Im too damn smart to be wasting my time with these lame jobs cause im so much better then that. When he told me that a few weeks ago it shocked me and made me feel so happy i started crying. the crying got worse when he told me that he loves me and wants to see me doing great things. then i get home and im in my room watching some pbs cause it rules and my mom comes in and wants to watch my favorite show with me. so we are sitting there watching it and discussing the show when out of no where she is like, thats what you should do? and i was stunned. pardon? i think this is what you should go to school for you would be great and you are so interested in this kind of stuff. whoa. that completely blew me away. I have known want i want to do for awhile i just dont shout it out and never to either of my parents, i dont even think most of my close friends know. when she just said that out of no where it threw me. i love it when people know you so well you dont even have to tell them something for them to know.
I want to get ahold of roger today i guess hes been trying to call but cant get thru cause ive been leaving the computer online alot. So new plan for the day. computer will be off. i need to finish lots of things ive started since ive been home. and if i accomplish that then i will be pleased.
Amit will be home in a little over a month for a few days. I am so excited about it. It will be hard when she leaves to go back but i can deal. Its weird to think i havent seen her since december. it will be 8 months in august since she left. wow. it seems that long but at the same time it doesnt. i miss her like crazy, i was so sad when she left. well im still sad in a way. but i know she likes it out there alot more then she likes michigan. all i want for her is to be happy, cause i know we will still be friends no matter where she is. i wish nick was coming back with her but hes not. i guess thats kind of good though cause he gets to see her every day and most people back here havet seen her since she left. her dads birthday party is gunna rule, i love it when the israelis peer pressure each other to slam drinks of grey goose. and they giggle at me when i try to drink down some turkish coffee. ok i need to stop thinking about these things because i am about to get really sad. and i dont want to cry when i know she will be here soon. its hard to be seperated from your best friend for so long. shes been gone for 8 months then lisah leaves for 5 months. it was easier when lisah left though because i knew she would be back here.
i think im gunna go lay down for a bit. im not feeling so well all of the sudden.
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(no subject) [Jul. 9th, 2003|02:10 pm]
[mood | weird]
[music |azure ray]

so i got an email this morning from Guy Scavone. haha. Apparently they are throwing a 5 year reunion in august.Elyssa did u get this email? anyway as interesting as that sounds and all i dont think i want to go. psshh. its a firefighters park for god sakes. and amit will be here then and id much rather hang out with her. this has thrown my mood in a strange direction.

i need to call lisah.
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hmm [Jul. 7th, 2003|01:08 am]
[mood | excited]
[music |alicia keys]

so i was sitting around at home today watching tv and Joe called me. I was so happy to hear from him we havent talked in a really long time. He wanted me to come meet him at the laundromat and hang out. So i went. When he was done we went over to his house to hang out. Nicole was there, i was happy about that because i havent seen her since december. So we watched some tv then found that miss congeniality was on. joe asked me to stay and watch it. so i did. Then they asked me if i would want to move into a house with them at the end of august and i said ok. i wonder who else will live there too. apparently they are looking for another roomate because it is a four bedroom. That would be fun. Nicole rocks. and what can i not say about joe.
we drank wine coolers behind the laundromat. it was so humid. i miss joe. i think we may hang out more now. i realized how much i missed him. he likes capri suns too. and my favorite kind.

yay
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heres to me [Jul. 3rd, 2003|06:07 pm]
[mood | happy]
[music |50 cent]

i got a job. go me. im back home where i have wanted to be forever. and im happy. what else can i say.... oh my parents leave for 2 weeks tommorow. and my cousin had a baby boy the other day.
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oww [Jun. 26th, 2003|12:33 pm]
today i am in a foul mood. maybe it is because i have my usual cramps from hell. and all i want to do is curl up with my heating pad. last night i was in so much pain i was crying. yes thats right. i just wanted my mom. so i got up this morning and came over here.
My foul mood remains intact. and i have good reason. i have decided to cut the ties from some people. and take a extended break from others. im just sick of shit. im sick of people i love being assholes for no reason.
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yay [Jun. 26th, 2003|02:19 am]
[mood | happy]
[music |beetlejuice]

so today i went to the fireworks. man, that took me back. the last and only other time i ever went was years ago with elyssa and nate. wow. that seems like it was soooo long ago. anyway. lisah and i went with her mom and rodney. we went to the mgm casino and lost some money then we ate and lost some more money and finally we saw the fireworks. it was so much fun. lisah kept saying how this week is the best week in her life. i had to laugh, considering she just got back after 5 months in europe but THIS is the best week of her life. haha. we sat in the back on the truck on the top of the parking structure and had a great view. i liked the ones that looked like planets or the stars.
so they are over before 10:45. we dont get out of the parking structure for two more hours. fuck that. so we snacked and talked and laughed. it was a great day.

i hope there are more to come.
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